Friday, May 22, 2009

Like a wolf crawls through the snow.

I guess I've been blessed.

You don't choose your blessings.

Love is a fire.
Burns down all that it sees.
Burns down everything.

Everything you think burns down
everything you say.
Then I knew that our love was
just a car crash away.

Just A Car Crash Away - Marilyn Manson

What is loneliness?

I do not know.

I knew that our love was a car crash away.

Saturday, May 16, 2009

Just Because

One-Above-All >>> Living Tribunal

Thursday, May 14, 2009

A simple kind of man

Troubles will come and they will pass.

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Living on Edge

One day the adrenaline will run out and I will teeter.

I hate feeling this way.

Friday, May 08, 2009

I don't owe you a thing.

Small glimmers of hope.

Did Chemistry ISU presentation. Felt that we aced it. Video looked great on the big screen, our presentation was top-notch and supremely confident.

At the end of it, we had two easy questions that we answered without even referring to the extensive extra research notes.

Then a bunch of the audience said there really wasn't any more questions they could ask, we had covered everything. Dr. Sharlene agreed and said it was very good.

Came back home, got an e-mail from Dr. Sharlene concerning the extra classes, with this Post Scriptum:

PS: By the way, well done on your ISU – clearly the best one out of all 15 groups, hands down. I know that you guys put in a lot of effort, and it is evident. You shall be rewarded. Perhaps you might want to discuss with the rest of the group as to where you guys might want to have dinner one of these days!

Markus 4 U, it has been a honour working with you guys. I will dedicate a post on House of Jupiter to you after the exams.



Will be uploading the documentary video soon.

Awesome work, people.

I am happy for the first time in a very long time. I know next week will crush my happiness but I've decided to enjoy it while it lasts.


Wednesday, May 06, 2009

God put a smile upon your face.

To use on everyone else.

What's the point of writing long blog posts?
Kurt Cobain sounds like he's saying 'Die With Me' when he sings 'dive with me'.


I'm too tired to die, Mr. Cobain, I'm sorry

Sunday, May 03, 2009

To be honest.

If you're looking for the follow-up from the latest post in House of Jupiter, it's in the post below.

To be honest, I have no idea why I keep hurting myself.

Some things don't work out well. Like me.


There's a lot of difference between words and actions. It's not that one is better than the other, of course. They both have to work in tandem. Like men and women in love. Without it, the world would stop spinning in the centre of nowhere and that wouldn't be very good, I don't think.

Of course, this is not the case. Life is wonderful and the world is full of delightful happiness. How lucky we are to be born in a Universe that oozes with such joy. I'm positively drowning in all the happy feelings.

Alcohols, alkyl halides, ethers, and amines all have functional groups with single bonds.

Hurm, this is weird. I tear up like a little girlie. Like when I was ranting with Faril and he said 'we r not perfect', and I stopped. We all have problems.

Having a moment again now.

Mmm. I'll curl up in a corner.

Don't cry now.

There, I'm alright.

Zaleha, get some sleep, you crazy woman, you're in pain.

Okay, continued 3 May 09.

Listening to Shackler's Revenge. Wondering how I'm going to finish studying Calculus chapters 2, 4, and 7 for quiz and test tomorrow. Oh, and I also have an organic chem worksheet to finish up. I know zilch about it. Have to read about 50 pages to answer that stuff.

I finished the Outsider questions. Answered them sloppily. Essay due week after next.

I have to finish Calculus Ch.5 Prerequisites worksheet too. And memorise the trig identities. And print my script for chemistry. And practice, of course.

Skip Divided.

Lost in Hollywood.

Eyes hurt.

You're crazy. Those vicious streets are filled with strays. You should have never gone to Hollywood.
I was standing on the wall,
Feeling ten feet tall,
All you maggot-smoking fags on Santa Monica Boulevard,
This is my front page,
This is my new age,
All you bitches put your hands in the air and wave them like you just don't care.

It's all just a big bother, really.

I have on a tab for constant updates.

Real lost. Mild way of putting it, really. They got torn apart 6-2.

Swine flu outbreak outside of North America is "not sustained" (BBC). Mexico's cutting down on suspected deaths too. Yeah well, it obviously wasn't as bad as the panic made it out to be. But officials had to take the proper steps to prevent a possible pandemic.

Chicago Tribune says "overtreating patients for swine flu may hurt later". Can't be bothered to find out why. Go check it out if you have time.

Signing out with this.

Proof of humanity's nature, right there.

Saturday, May 02, 2009

People die alone.

It is rather regrettable that I'm having a morbid obsession with death.

The first thing about love:
  • All love tales are tragic, because love must end.
Don't fall, if you haven't.


So I made another blog for no apparent reason.


Uhm this was the title for my second album. I guess the next blog will be 'What's With the Name?', which isn't too shabby a name, all things considered.

That's all.

Hello darkness

For whom the bell tolls, time marches on.
If only I was a

I can't change the world.

Trying to make a difference makes it worse.